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this used to be my weight-loss journal... until i found myself pregnant in the middle of this year. now i blog about anything related to health, pregnancy, beauty, fashion, inner peace, and fabulousness.
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the road to fabulous

fourth time's the charm?

Thursday, October 30, 2008

i've been struggling with weight all my life (well, at least since puberty hit). it's been up. it's been down. it's been all around.

when i was in grade 5, i weighed 125 lbs. i was only an inch or two shorter than my adult height because puberty came early for me. my dad's youngest sister put me on a diet when we visited cebu for the summer. i lost 30 lbs in two months and came back to school looking like most of my classmates -- slim and tall! woohoo! all of a sudden i was popular with the boys.

in high school i was still relatively slim, but i started gaining weight again, and by the time i was in first year college, i weighed 135 lbs on my 5'3" frame. (gosh, if i weighed like that now, i'd be wearing skinny jeans!) and i felt fat. i underwent reconstructive surgery on my jaw and was fed thru a naso-gastric tube for two months. they regulated my caloric intake so that i was only taking 900 calories a day. the weight i lost! none of my classmates recognized me when i went back to school! my waistline was back to 25! (i have a big frame, the last time my waisline was 24 or under was in grade school!)

i gained weight slowly but steadily through the years, and by the time i was 25, i had reached 150 lbs. 5 years later i was 50 lbs heavier. i overheard someone say, "have you seen pat? she looks like a barrel!" my life went really crazy at that point and i underwent a major makeover of everything i could possibly make over, including my body. i hit the gym every day for 3 hours, worked out like i was training for the olympics, and finally tried out the atkins diet. in 8 months i was back to 130 lbs and i felt finally in control.

this is the fourth time i'm doing this, and i hope i never have to do it again. i know yo-yo dieting is actually more dangerous than staying moderately fat because it taxes the heart. so i do hope fourth time's the charm. i intend to stick to this no matter what. and you have permission to boing me on the head if i allow myself to get fat again.

Posted by Patricia at 12:33 PM  

Labels: health, slimming, weight gain, weight loss

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