
i never expected i'd be pregnant. i was in denial for the last couple of weeks, telling myself that my period was just delayed because i've been under a lot of stress lately. i still don't know how to react. a part of me is really excited (and wishing it's a baby girl), but i'm also largely apprehensive about the whole thing. i'm turning 38 this year! it'll be a high-risk pregnancy for sure. and what about all the weight i lost? i don't know whether to laugh or cry. =)
but i hereby resolve to watch my weight so that i don't balloon to 95kg again. i will still eat carefully, picking only the healthiest food, and i will take my vitamins and supplements (which i have yet to buy). and if the doctor allows me, i will continue my workout.
but i hereby resolve to watch my weight so that i don't balloon to 95kg again. i will still eat carefully, picking only the healthiest food, and i will take my vitamins and supplements (which i have yet to buy). and if the doctor allows me, i will continue my workout.
